I remember the day growing up when my favorite color changed.
I stuck with the same color throughout most of my childhood and even though I knew I didn’t like it anymore, I had a hard time letting go.I had let it become a part of my identity.
It’s easy to let things slip in and become a basis of who we believe we are.
Recently I have had two instances of this.
I have been exhausted a lot more often than not with 2 little ones and a desire to stay up late. With that I started to lose my memory. I have taken pride in being able to recall things very well and remember details better than most. It was part of my identity. With that slipping away I felt like I was losing a part of who I was.
One morning I had set an alarm to wake up and I had quickly shut it off so as to not wake anyone else….and I fell back asleep. Resulting in me being incredibly late to where I had to be.
This wasn’t a scenario I was used to. This wasn’t “me”.
Both times I felt God whisper to me “That’s who you are? A good memory? Punctual? Responsible? Are you finding your identity in me?”
Even if I’m late or can’t recall every detail of a conversation I had the day before, I haven’t lost my identity in God.
Because of what Jesus has done and my belief in it, I am God’s own child. Just because I have moments of imperfection, of sinning, of falling short and not meeting my own standards or even God’s, I am not abandoned by Him. I do not lose my identity as a beloved child of God.
What is something you subconsciously held onto as part of your identity that you had to let go of this year?
What is something you are still holding onto as your identity?
Reflect on how God feels about you, what your worth is in His eyes and how it comes from NOTHING you’ve accomplished or done.. Soak in His unconditional love for you.
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